Screaming for change

Its hard to see something you've put a lot of energy and effort into fall down and go neglected.I hope i never have to see it happen again.
But i will.

I watched the Notebook again tonight.While it is a sad movie it features dementia and that is the scariest fucking thing to me.
To think you cant control your memories and you forget your family.It scares me to think about it.You can be in control of your body,look after yourself but your mind is different.You have no control over it or what affects it.To think.


I want to be productive and cover AIAC!
FUCKING HELP ME OUT!!