CURSED

Listening to these skating from my house to near the Point with the sun shining.
Best day.

Why the fuck cant i stop looking at Muhroomhead videos on youtube?
This is waaaay worse than my Nightwish covering Phantom Of The Opera buzz a few weeks ago.

Best time ever!

Famine house show was the best thing i have ever been a part of.
So much good buzz and so many good friends there representing Dublin Hardcore.This is what it's all about.

Also my feet are fucked from marathon circle pits in Andrews Lane theatre at the Famine launch on friday.Damn you Air Max Lights.You let me down.

Be the spark

I would fucking kill to go to this show.Not only cause Mindset are an outrageously amazing band but because its a matinee show.Pretty much every band from the first,second,ah fuck it, all waves of youth crew played a matinee show.
Whether it was CG's,The Anthrax or the Paladium.It was quintessentially straight edge and a typically connected with youth crew.

I know i sound like a fucking hack writing so fondly of days i didn't get to experience or have anything to do with but fuck it let me dream.

Clock these:

ALPHA OMEGA HOUSE!!!!!!!

Myself,Eddie an The Skunk are going to buy this and start a fraternity.
I mean look at the motherfucker!It perfect.
Whoever else wants in on this get at me.We're going to have straight edge keggers
xxx

Anyway we are in the midst of writing to this address claiming to be the Dean of Admissions and putting them on double secret probation.We are also prepping the bra bombs for launch.Shits going down.

All wounds heal with time

Thats what i wrote in an old First Death song.Its been well over 6 months.That constitutes as old.
As some of you may know my ipod plays alphabetically thanks to a fucked screen.I was walking home in the smaller hours of saturday morning an the Ausgang City songs came on.Admittedly i had'nt heard these since we got the cds back,all twenty million of them.It was strange to say the least.I actually really enjoyed the music.I love the style of hardcore we played.I was kind of happy until the vocals came in.Man i fucking hate myself for committing them to recording.I really do.I ruined some perfectly good tracks back then and i can never be content knowing how fucking horrible i sound.Well thats when you can make out what im saying.Some mistakes you never stop paying for eh?

This reminicising started a fucking flood of things that i wish weren't the way things are:
I really miss First Death.I miss the practices and hanging out twith some good dudes.Gav especially.I never get to see that cocksucker anymore.Going back to his house after late practices was the fucking best.Playing Mega Drive roms on his computer till fucking 3 or 4 to get up in four hours to go to work.Some of the best times right there.
I miss going on tour.The two weeks we did in England was possibly the highlight of my life.I was so fucking pumped to play with those dudes(or dicks.I was all dependent on who fucked me off during the day) every night.

Other things get to me too but ill save them for another entry maybe.
For now ill just remember fondly FD and the good things associated with what was involved with it/us.
Forgetting about the recordings :)

While i miss FD im am stoked on my band getting up and running.
Dublin Youth Crew!
Alone In A Crowd covers!
Big crewnecks and Nike shorts!
Windbreakers!
Pile ons!

I want my life back.